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Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Free to BE! Free to FLY!

My Definition of "KeEpiNg iT ReaL"


It's LIVING LIFE WITHOUT FEAR OF EXPRESSING ONE'S THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS THROUGH WORDS AND ACTIONS

It's NOT LIVING A DOUBLE LIFE-"NO! THAT'S A SCAM!"- BUT IT'S HONESTLY DISPLAYING THE CONTENT OF ONE'S HEART. "THAT'S BEING REAL!"

It's STANDING FIRM ON WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN, NOT CONFORMING TO THE WORLD AROUND YOU.

It's FINDING YOUR IDENTITY IN CHRIST, FIGURING OUT YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE and LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST WITH ABSOLUTELY NO APOLOGIES....

It's SAYING TO THE WORLD THAT LOOKS DOWN UPON YOU, "THIS IS ME! THIS IS WHO I AM. GOD CREATED ME WITH A UNIQUE PERSONALITY SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE EXACTLY LIKE YOU. DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ME OR BRING ME DOWN. 
JUST ACCEPT ME THE WAY I AM. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO DO SO, I'LL CHANGE FOR
NO ONE BUT CHRIST."

It's BEING YOURSELF REGARDLESS OF WHAT OTHERS THINK OF YOU OR SAY ABOUT YOU, OR HOW THE WORLD AROUND YOU ACTS.

It's LIBERATING YOURSELF FROM THE CONSTANT PRESSURE OF THE EVER-JUDGING EYES AND UNSHUTTING-MOUTHS THAT TRY TO SUPPRESS YOU, SQUEEZING THE LIFE OUT OF YOU!

IT'S UNVEILING YOUR MASKS AND THROWING THEM AWAY FOR GOOD!

In two words it's "BEING YOURSELF", WHO GOD CREATED YOU TO BE.

IT'S BEING YOU WITH ME, AND YOU, IN SPITE OF ME.

So then, KEEP IT REAL!....BE YOU! :-)

(I wrote this note on 12/3/07. Inspired by: Life, Psalm 139:14,1 Timothy 3:16, Romans 12:1-2, Galatians 6:9, Hebrews 12:2)
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Related Quotes:
-It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.."~Andre Gide

-"The real you, I believe, is not the person others see, not even the person you see, but the person God, Christ and the Holy Spirit see. Only they know the real you." ~Selwyn Hughes

-"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting" ~e.e. cummings, 1955
(For more great "YOU" quotes go to: http://www.quotegarden.com/be-self.html )
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IT'S TIME TO BE YOURSELF! IT'S TIME TO FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
So if you've been reading my blog you probably know that discouragement/mental oppression/spiritual depression is something that I've been struggling with. But all year long God's been telling me, "Remember who you are"and "be yourself" and it's funny that in trying to do that I've faced soooo much opposition from the most unexpected sources (details later) and that's what has been discouraging me and kept me in bondage. So last quarter God told me something else, "Stop asking the world permission to be yourself. I am the One who has given you your identity and I'm telling you, you are Free to be yourself. So be!" (Read Joshua 1:9) So I realized that I had decisions to make,... I had to choose whether to listen to God and obey Him or to keep listening to the world and waiting for them to give me approval to be myself. But I let fear distract me and drive me to discouragement and apathy. At the end of the quarter I ran into these prophetic songs and God spoke to me again through them. So this Spring quarter I made a decision: to listen to God and to follow Him over trying to please the world. This was my decision but I hadn't made it official yet due to fear of even more rejection and opposition. But God has encouraged me once more to be myself and this encouragement has come from unexpected sources as well. So yeah, there's no time to fear, .... I shall soon make it official. This may all sound cryptic right now lol but it shall all be crystal clear pretty soon so stay tuned! In the meantime (and always) BE YOU! FLY! :-)

(Brothers and sisters in Christ, God is doing something new [He says so in His Word and through His Spirit] so let's ask Him to give us eyes to see and ears to hear so that we may follow Him where He is going. Let's fly with Him :)

 



Saturday, June 2, 2012

THE KINGDOMS



Division.
Light and darkness,
Good and evil,
Friends and foes,
Truth and lies,
Above and below,
Heavenly and worldly,
The Kingdoms.

(No time for all this? Be sure to read "The Kingdom of Heaven" section or you can just watch the video clip at the end :)


Kingdom of the World

The Ruler: The devil aka Satan/Lucifer /The accuser/The slanderer/The father of lies/The prince of the power of the air/ The adversary (John 8:44, Ephesians 2:2, Revelation 12:9).


Background: So back in the day (before the world began) the devil was an archangel in heaven.... "lalala singing songs and playing instruments, praising God, just minding my own business lalalala"... then he decided to be proud- he planned to overthrow God and take His throne... "you know what???  I'm too cool for this! Time for a bigger and better gig...better than God's! Who's with me?".... Some angels joined him in rebelling against God. But God was like, "Uh-uh-uh! I don't think so!"  So a war broke out in heaven. Archangel Michael and the other angels fought back and overpowered the rebels. Team Satan was hurled down so fast! (origin of "Pride comes before a fall") So yeah, the devil and his fallen angels (aka demons) were thrown from heaven down to earth. Their headquarters is hell (unseen hellish location beneath the earth) but their playground ("mission field") is on the earth. They are waiting for their eternal punishment but before that time comes they are super-busy, set on a mission. (Isaiah 14:12-15, Luke 10:18, Revelation 12: 10-17)

Mission statement: The devil speaks up to promote his kingdom: "My names are reflective of my character. I am a thief. I have come to steal, kill and destroy. I like to oppress by all means and....<Reader interrupts>: "HOLD UP! What on earth is going on?? I thought that the world is ruled by people!! like duh! so what's all this devilish business I hear???".... < the devil, a lil irritated, clears his throat and continues> "... so as I was saying before that rude interruption!...ok fine! I'll explain...So I said I'm a thief... So when God created humans he made them unique. He made them in His own image. Though their bodies (seen) are but dust He made them with souls (unseen). These humans are special because God made them for relationship; just to be with them and love them. He also gave them authority to rule the earth. Also, they were given free will like the angels. So in the beginning there was world peace, love and harmony and I HATED IT with a passion! I wanted to get back at God by hurting His beloved humans. I already knew, from personal experience, what I needed to do to split up their relationship with God. So I made my first move in the Garden of Eden. Another thing about me is that I'm sly- as sly as a snake ahaha- I don't just show up in all my hideous-ness and say "Hey there! I'm the devil and I'm here to steal, kill and destroy you! Come and suffer for now and eternity!' that's dumb and no one would fall for that.
  • So I come masquerading as an angel of light. All humans need and what they actually long for is God's perfect love but I lure them into thinking that they could find this satisfaction from any other sources and I do this by distracting them with temporary pleasures (lust of the eyes and the flesh). I attack their mind and use their weaknesses and longings against them. *All that glitters is not goal*(Check out my schemes in Genesis 3).
  • Pride comes before a fall- I knew this from personal experience so the goal of all my schemes is to cultivate pride. Pride has many different forms since it's basically putting anything/ anyone before God coz that says to God "You are not all that and I don't really need you. I can do this life you created my way and without you." For this to happen I specialize in blinding people's minds so that they don't see the Truth (or the whole Truth). I blind people so that they don't see that God exists or who He really is and I also blind people from knowing who they really are, who God created them to be. If they knew their real identity and God-given authority then all my clever schemes will be futile.
  • I also use my secret agents (aka evil spirits) such as discouragement and fear. My top agents are spirit of insecurity and spirit of inferiority. These two are my favs since they pave a way for the rest of the oppressive spirits. Look around you, this is how the world, my kingdom, operates. Once you make people feel inadequate and insecure they can do pretty much anything to try and mask it or take away that feeling. So that's when I make my next move and prey on their vulnerability to further oppress them.
  • Yeah I'm a master of illusions and father of all lies. So I even blind the world from realizing that me and my oppressive crew exist. I fool them to think that the material world is all there is. The media does a great job at de-sensitizing people (it makes them think the supernatural and forces of evil are just fiction). So my plan is to get people to praise themselves (pride) and little did they know that in praising themselves they are actually endorsing my mission. Little did they know that achieving their freedom (doing whatever with their lives without including God) was actually not freedom for them but freedom for me to enslave and oppress them. They think they are building their own kingdom but they are actually building mine. Muhahahahaha <evil laugh>
  • Fear is the currency and the language spoken here.

"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will." (Romans 12:2)

"But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things {the things that the world chases after} will be added to you." (Matthew 6:33)
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The Kingdom of Heaven

The Ruler: Jesus aka The King of Glory/ Wonderful Counsellor/ Mighty God / Prince of Peace/ The Christ (The Messiah)/ Lord of Hosts/ Lamb of God/ Lion of Judah/The Good Shepherd/The Rock/The Word/ The Way/The Truth/ The Life.

Background: Jesus is part of the Trinity (3 in One = God the Father, The Spirit, and The Son. They are all One but have some different functions). Through Jesus everything was created, things in heaven and things on earth. All by Him and for Him. Right from the beginning, God had a plan (Plan Jesus -> 'Yeshua' in Hebrew meaning God Saves) to reconcile all things to Himself after the fall of creation (when Adam and Eve fell for the devil's tricks therefore chose oppression over God's perfect leadership). The Old Testament of the Bible is full of metaphors and also clear prophecies about details of Jesus first coming into the world.

Mission Statement: A word from The Word (haha get it? Jesus is "The Word" lol ok) : You already know about the thief, he came to destroy but I came to undo his works and set things back to how they should be. I have come to bring The Kingdom of Heaven down to earth. (Oh yeah! I'll show them who's BOSS haha :) In heaven God's perfect will is done. There is perfect love, joy and peace. I have come into the world that people may have life full of life (not the fake temporary junk that the devil sells). I have come to to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, comfort all who mourn, to bestow a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. I am here for the sick, the lost and the oppressed. To defend them and to bring freedom, healing and restoration. I have come to reconcile people's hearts to The Father (restore the broken relationship) for that to be possible I paid the price for freedom to be free (I died in the place of all humanity). Not only did I pay the penalty but I also rose from the grave defeating death (Team Satan has NOTHING on me! HA! I win! Always! :)  Now all that people need to do is believe in me. They can't work their way into heaven. I finished the work that was required on the cross that's why I said," It is finished." Also, it's all about relationship. Once people seek me (accept my friend request and then actually be friends with me...you know communicate and such) everything else will fall into place since I forgive all their sins (no matter what they did or for how long), set them free from anything that oppresses them. I restore their identity, satisfy their innermost longings (longing for My very presence = perfect love, complete joy and peace that surpasses all understanding) and reveal their purpose and calling (what I created them for). Yeah so we'll party together from this life that is quickly fading onto the next (eternity) yeah there will be bumps in this life but I'll be right there to strengthen, to comfort, to help and to guide with my counsel. (John 10:10, Isaiah 61:1-3, Colossians 1:15-23)

Love is the currency and the language spoken here :)

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PRACTICALS
Yes you now know that there's a battle going on. The two Kingdoms are at war for our souls. God is fighting for us and the devil in all his deceitfulness is against us. Something else to note:

"The Battle is not yours but God's" says the LORD (2 Chronicles 20:15)
"The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still." (Exodus 14:14)

Jesus is saying: Stop trying to fight all the oppressive forces that are against you, you are only human and are weak so just let go and I'll do it for you =)
Let us all "lift up our heads"let's seek Him and we shall find all that we need (Him) :-)

"Who is this King of glory?
    The Lord strong and mighty
    the Lord mighty in battle. 
Lift up your heads, you gates;
    lift them up, you ancient doors,
    that the King of glory may come in.
Who is he, this King of glory?
    The Lord Almighty —
    he is the King of glory."
(Psalm 24: 8-10)


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I have GOOD NEWS to share!!!The Kingdom of heaven is at hand!!! :D :D :D

If you still don't believe me about the Kingdom of the world being under the devil's influence then you shall see for yourself... the darkness is pretty thick. But "the darkness is passing and the true light is already shining" (1 John 2:8) =)

Numbers are significant in the Bible and 12 signifies perfection of government. When Jesus first came He came to reconcile our hearts to Himself (restore our relationship with Him). He also has a plan to restore the whole world to how it should be. Everyone is crying out for justice and waiting for a hero to step in. Jesus is the hero. He will continue His redemptive work through all who put their trust in Him (He shall fill them with His glory = perfection of government) then He shall come back again (soon!) to finish off the renewal and take His seat as the Ruler of the earth :D :D :D (Update: God told me "2012" isn't over yet. We are going by the Hebrew calendar that started in September. More details in the Human Again post. There's a difference between the rapture (Jesus' appearing in the sky) and Jesus' 2nd coming when He actually lands on earth).

"Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.

And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” And he said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment. The one who conquers will have this heritage, and I will be his God and they will be my children =) But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.” =( (Revelation 21:1-8) Friends, the afterlife (eternity in heaven or hell) is real. Let's choose to drink from the spring of the Living Water, Jesus. He will deliver us from all the devil's schemes :)
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The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand 
so let us turn our hearts back to Our Father :-)

“This, then, is how you should pray {says Jesus} :“‘Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.’For yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen."(Matthew 6: 9-13) =)

"Baba Yetu" = "Our Father"- The Lord's Prayer in Swahili :-)


(This has been Boot Camp essential #1: Know who's fighting for you and who's against you. Know who to take orders from; and Behold essential # 1: The King of Glory)

(Feel free to share any questions or comments or whatever. "I can be your friend!" lol :) God bless you.) Love, Charlene.
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This is a testimony of a young girl who died and went to both Heaven and Hell. It's long but it's worth it (Just watch it like you would a movie). Let me warn you though, it's pretty intense. It's so powerful, convicting and touching and her message contains urgency. She starts re-telling her hell experience please don't stop watching- I know it may be offensive but you don't have to agree with all she shares- just watch till the end for the full message. She goes to heaven and Jesus gives her an urgent message to bring back.


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My prayer: LET HEAVEN COME!!!!!! =)

Friday, June 1, 2012

procrastiNation


Hickory Dickory dock,
The mouse ran up the clock,
The clock struck seven,
8, 9, 10, 11,
Hickory Dickory dock.

Hickory Dickory dock,
The mouse ran up the clock,
As twelve bells rang,
The mousie sprang,
Hickory Dickory dock.


Distracted Much?

Yes, unfortunately. If you saw my facebook status, I made an observation that my ability to focus on important things has gone way down ever since I got to college (which is ironic). What happened? Well, distractions happened that's what. When I was younger I was more self-disciplined than I am now. If you've read my other posts or my "About me" I've mentioned how I'm not fully myself anymore and that I'm on a journey to remember who I am because I had conformed so much to the patterns of this world - which has been expedited by my stay in America. Anyway, I'll spare you my life history and get closer to the point lol.


So one day last quarter, I was planning to study so I had my books out and everything and I was going through my class notes. It was going well and I was being productive until I went on facebook just for a few minutes which turned into an hour! I was shocked to realize how much time flew by then I went back to my notes then I did it again! and wasted even more time. So I shut my computer and opened my text book. Just then one of my sticky notes that was on my desktop fell on top of my book (I have some sticky notes with Bible verses for me to see which is funny because I forgot that they were there lol). So one of them that I made last summer fell in front of my eyes. This one: "The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray."(1 Peter 4:7) Right then I learnt something about spiritual warfare. The enemy, the devil, uses the same kinda tricks...he's plan is to keep us distracted by anything to keep us from clearly seeing the Truth because the Truth brings freedom and the devil is all about slavery. "For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-control." (1 Timothy 1:7)

As twelve bells rang,The mousie sprang

So right now I see distractions everywhere and most people are distracted, most people are asleep. The world is asleep and most of the Western church is asleep. It's all about priorities. I have been falling asleep myself because of various distractions (mostly fear, discouragement and disunity). But it's time for us to WAKE UP!!! There's a lot of stuff that I've been procrastinating on sharing. God has shown me stuff through His Word that's going to happen this year and He's given me lots of confirmation (exciting stuff! Glory to God!). We need to wake up to the stuff I outlined in the Boot Camp post and the Behold post. In the Bible numbers are significant and lots of changes are happening and are going to happen in 2012.  

And no I'm not one of those crazy people saying that the world is going to end this year. I'm saying lot's of changes are going to happen this year. So stay tuned to what I'm going to share. I'm sharing because I'm meant to and because I really care about all of you and I want you to know now so that we can prepare our hearts. 

"There's a time for everything under the sun...a time to mourn and a time to dance..." (Ecclesiastes 3)
"I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."~ Jesus :) (John 16:33)

 


*And don't freak out God is for us so let's take shelter under His wings (Shelter post) :-)
Yeah I know finals are coming and what-not but remember it's all about priorities. Yes study and do life

"But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, 
and all these things will be added to you." (Matthew 6:33)

Let's seek God in all that we do because at the end of the day, it's all about Him.
"Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth. ” (Hosea 6:3)

*God Loves us all day everyday and His grace is enough for us! Let's behold His love and receive it :) "Chains be broken. Lives be healed. Eyes be opened. Christ be revealed!" God please give us eyes to see and ears to hear. In Jesus name, Amen :D
K, bye for now. Questions/comments (and friendship lol) are always welcome.

love, Charlene :)
(You can read about how God woke me up this year in my: Hello Africans... post)



Saturday, May 26, 2012

Pre-Bosnia

The team going to Zenica, Bosnia
(Note I shared on facebook on 9/9/09)

Dedications
Hey friends!!! I just wanted to share with you guys my experience in Bosnia & Herzegovina and Croatia.I'm not good at summarizing (yes I admit this note may contain a "little" too much info) but I've separated the note into small sections so you could read the section(s) you want. Enjoy! (try to or atleast learn something :)

Prologue
I am part of an organization called InterVarsity Christian Fellowship in my university. We usually have Small Group Bible studies once a week, Large Group meetings, conferences, outreaches on campus, and local projects as well as global ones each summer (in Bosnia).

I heard about Bosnia from people who went there last summer. I thought of applying but I was iffy since I was in the process of applying for a summer internship. Melissa, one of the InterVarsity Staff and Bosnia project leader, kept on encouraging me to go. I told her that I wasn’t sure and gave her all the reasons why (excuses). She told me to pray about it and I later told her that God hadn’t told me anything so she was like if He hasn’t said no then just say yes and go. I liked that response so I decided to close my summer internship application, stop making excuses and go to Bosnia. I knew that if God wanted me to go He would make a way for me in spite of all the obstacles. And that’s how my adventure begun,...with me saying,"ok, I'll go" :-)

Fundraising
Once the team going to Bosnia was finalized we started working on fundraising as a team and individually. As a team, we sent out support letters to everyone we knew, we had a car wash at a local church, we also made chevapi (yummy Bosnian sausage-shaped meat :) and sold them after church, we also made calls to InterVarsity alumni and we prayed for God to provide. Personally, I knew that it was a lot of money to raise in a short time and I didn't know too many people in the states but I still knew that God would provide if He wanted me to go, and I didn't see why He wouldn't. I was surprised that the people I didn't expect to give me anything (since we weren't that close) were the ones who gave me the most. And by the time we were leaving, He had provided enough and when we were in Bosnia, we were all fully funded! =)

Passport and Travel Document Drama

As you may already know, I am not a US citizen so that meant that I needed to get a Bosnian visa. So as soon as I decided to go I had to start working on the visa application. That's when I discovered that my passport was going to expire a month after the arrival date back to the U.S. (for some countries your passport has to be valid for atleast 3 months after your arrival date). I was planning to renew my passport then but the Kenyan embassy said that the process took 2-3 months but that would be cutting it too close; so my sis Flo adviced me to call the airline we were going to be using and ask them whether those rules apply for Bosnia as well. So I made the call and they told me that those rules did not apply for Bosnia and that as long as my passport was valid, I was all good to go. I was glad to hear that because I could just focus on applying for a visa only. I thought that I would be working on the visa application myself but some of the InterVarsity staff said they'll take care of it. All I had to do was give them my info then keep on calling the Bosnian embassy to see if they received it. Sounds easy right? but it turned into a more complicated process than that due to some miscommunication. In short: I thought that they sent all the paperwork to the embassy but when I called I found out they was still a lot that wasnt done so I got to it because it was just one month before the trip. After I finally sent all they had asked for I had to wait like for 2 weeks to find out whether my application was approved and if it was I would have to fly to Chicago to get interviewed and hopefully fly back with a visa. Crazy huh?...Meanwhile, I was preparing for my final exams.

After the two weeks I called hoping to hear good news but I got bad news instead. The embassy guy told me that he "could not issue me the visa because my passport was going to expire in September!" I told him about the call I made 2 months ago but he told me that I had been given the wrong info and that my passport had to be valid 3 months after the trip. After that disappointing call I felt mad, confused and a bit helpless." After all that work how can it end this way," I thought to myself. I was in my dorm room at that time studying for Chem I think. I couldn't study at that time because of the bad news. I was just about to have a pity party but I realized that that wouldn't help my situation at all so I decided to do something crazy. I decided to sing songs of praise to God ( I had recently heard a sermon about the power of praise in all circumstances plus I'd been reading Psalms and David did it a lot). So I closed my books, stood up, clapped my hands, danced around a bit and sang a praise song to God. I think at one point I laughed at myself thinking "this looks crazy,...I get bad news, I'm sad and I'm singing a happy song." I still knew that God is good and nothing is impossible with Him. Anyway after the odd praise session, I was less negative and focussed on getting a solution instead of whining over the problem. I called my sis Flo and she gave me the idea of contacting the Kenyan Embassy and applying for a travel document. I then called Melissa and gave her the bad and good news.
Then another process began....the Kenyan embassy said they could issue me the travel document only if the Bosnia embassy could accept it. So I went back and forth between both embassies until the Bosnian embassy finally approved, the Kenyan embassy issued it to me ( I had to get it from LA) then I sent it to the Bosnian embassy in Chicago. Fortunately I didn't have to go there for the interview, we did it on skype instead :) Finally! I got my travel document just a few days before orientation, a week and a half before our flight. (Thank God!!!)



Orientation in Santa Barbara

During Orientation, we made some more calls to fundraise for the trip since we were all not fully funded. We learnt about the history of Bosnia: it used to be part of former Yugoslavia then... to be continued...

Bosnia!!! ( Journal Extracts!!!)


Camp


Croatia!!!


Back to the US


Tuesday, May 22, 2012

BEHOLD!

Tis the season to see wholly falalala-lalalala :-)
Awareness trends at UCSB and globally.

*Behold= To direct the eyes to, or fix them upon, an object; to look; to see clearly; to comprehend.

*Awareness of= Knowledge of, understanding of, appreciation of, recognition of, attention to, perception of, consciousness of,  enlightenment with, realization of, familiarity with, mindfulness of.



At the beginning of Spring quarter I was organizing an event for the screening of Nefarious: Merchant of souls, a really awesome award-winning documentary on the global sex trade (check out the-> trailer <-). I had seen it over winter break and I really loved it. I saw on their facebook page that they were doing tours in California in Spring so I emailed them and found out that they were going in our area the 2nd week of April which was awesome since they could make it to UCSB on the 12th. So April 12th was actually a perfect date for the event since April is Sexual Assault Awareness month as I found out (we co-hosted the event with Men Against rape and the Human Rights Board).

I went to the Human rights board meeting and also to A.S. finance board meeting to request funding for the event and it was at those meetings that my eyes were opened to something that was happening on campus. It’s like all groups/clubs decided to take a day to spread awareness about an injustice, to expose myths or to correct misunderstandings about a particular issue or just for the sake of appreciation. And for many groups, one day wasn't enough, they picked a whole week in order to focus on the many different aspects of the issues they were exposing. For example, there was black culture week and 6x awareness whereby they focussed on the various issues affecting the black community at large; Rahel was putting on Health Disparities week to expose issues in healthcare faced by underserved populations; there was human rights week; middle eastern awareness week; a group of Jewish students (Santa Barbara Hillel I think) was having a week to celebrate passover and other aspects of their culture; and many other events by different groups.

So it looks like Spring is awareness season. Awareness of what? Millions of women and children are victims of sex trafficking (modern day slavery), thousands of black people are victims of racist, unjust laws, millions of people without access to healthcare, millions of children starving to death, billions of people suffering under corrupt governments, various forms of discrimination based on nationality, ethnicity, culture, sex, age... the list goes on and on. Frustrating and depressing right? In short, it is awareness of how messed up this world is; familiarity with the breadth, depth and height of the mess. So I was thinking... spreading awareness is great but after all's been said (the world is messed up) what can be done? But first, there are different categories that we may fall under:
  • Ignorant- a.Those that don't know what's going on in the world around them- we don't know everything so we find ourselves in this category all the time. "It is a myth that ignorance is a solvable problem. Ignorance is not a solvable problem; it is rather an inescapable part of human condition. We cannot comprehend the world in its entirety." (David Orr) b.Those that don't know and don't care to know or pretend that they know- This is a bad category to be in because like someone said, the only hindrance to truth is a presumption that you already have it. *To do: seek knowledge or be found by knowledge.
  • Aware- People who have either sought out knowledge or it has been presented to them. So they know the problems. To do: Seek out solutions and act on them. “You may choose to look the other way but you can never say again that you did not know.” (William Wilberforce)
  • World-changers- Were ignorant, then they sought out or were found by knowledge (aware of problem), then sought out solution or were presented with solution, act on solution and make a change. Best category to be in =)

Time to Behold, Time to Know

So yeah, spreading awareness is really important since we cannot change what we do not see as a problem. So yeah we need to see, not just to see but to see clearly, to see wholly
We need “wholesight,” a vision of the world in which mind and heart unite...Only as we can see whole can we and our world be whole.” (Palmer)

*We need wholesight/ unity which brings about true vision (seeing clearly) which results in true and lasting change.
The world is becoming more aware of the necessity of wholesight, for example, there's a big shift occuring in healthcare, as I found out through my underserved medicine class. Healthcare in the West is shifting from disease treatment to preserving wellness (looking at all aspects of life such as nutrition, exercise, etc).

What I loved about the Nefarious documentary is it's holistic approach to the problem (sex trafficking)- it didn't just look at the surface of the problem but it digs deep and exposes the roots ( It looks at how systemic issues such as: mafia, government involvement, economic hardships, cultural issues, family issues are fueled by spiritual issues such as lust and greed). It also takes a holistic approach at solving the problem. It shows how just educating people doesn't solve the problem, just giving money doesn't help either. If the roots of the issues (spiritual aspects) are ignored the problem will keep popping up, lasting change will not result. Exodus cry, the anti-trafficking organization headed by the director of the film, takes a comprehensive approach: political action, social action as well as spiritual action. (I have a copy of the movie if anyone wants to watch it :)
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Awareness of The Solution. Awareness of The "Real Jesus"

More than anything we need to become aware of the solution instead of just focussing on the problems. You really should watch the film for your self because I'm not doing it justice (I have a copy if you wanna borrow). If you've seen the trailer, at the very end Jesus is mentioned as the hope for change. Majority of the former sex trafficking victims even after years of counseling do not go back to living a normal life and the ones in the documentary share their story of how an encounter with Jesus changed their lives, an encounter with unconditional love. This is probably the part where you wanna tune out since I mentioned Jesus and you think you know him or you don't know and don't care, or you don't know but you think you do or you know him and are satisfied with what you know. Wherever you are in that spectrum, since he claims to be The hope for change, I think he deserves the time of day (or night lol). By the way this post is addressed to everyone, including Christians. It's "wake-up-and-open-your-eyes-wide" season for everyone :)


"Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle." (Psalm 24:8)
Jesus is the most misunderstood person in the world (among non-christians and also among many christians). That's why awareness needs to be spread about His real identity, His full identity as He has revealed Himself; who He really is, what He actually did, what He is doing now and what He is going to do in the near future. To know the real Jesus we need wholesight/unity which brings about true vision and results in true and lasting change. [I have more posts to share concerning this: Jesus and the Love and Justice combo and yes it is pertinent and urgent]

As we have established, the world is messed up. We are in over our heads and we need a Hero and His name is Jesus. He will not only save our souls but also make right this wrong wrong world we live in. He shall reign and He is coming soon! =)

(Click this link for the lyrics if you can't hear them)

"For to us a child is born, 
    to us a son is given, 
    and the government will be on his shoulders. 
And he will be called
    Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, 
    Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. 
Of the greatness of his government and peace 
    there will be no end. 
He will reign on David’s throne
    and over his kingdom,
establishing and upholding it
    with justice and righteousness 
    from that time on and forever. 
The zeal of the Lord Almighty
    will accomplish this."
(Isaiah 9: 6-7)

So since Jesus claims to be The remedy if we want to see change then let's seek Jesus for ourselves, His love is what transforms us and equips us to change the world. (A dance we did at InterVarsity's dance off after common ground lol)


Everybody wants to change the world. Nobody wants to change themselves.” ~ Leo Tolstoy.
*Let's change the world (the world is made up of you and me), let's start with the man in the mirror =) (A dance we did in 2010 at the city clean up kick off)


"Lift up your heads, you gates;
    lift them up, you ancient doors,
    that the King of glory may come in.
Who is he, this King of glory?
    The Lord Almighty —
    he is the King of glory."
(Psalm 24: 8-10)

K that's enough for one post lol. This was like an introduction, there's more stuff I wanna share so stay tuned! Feel free to share comments or questions :)

Things to Behold:
1. LOVE! (post: I Have a Father)
2. The King of Glory! (posts: King Like MineQuick Testimony: FREEDOM! and Pimp My Ride
3. A New thing! (posts: REAL Identity and Africa ARISE!)
4. One New Man! (posts: Be ONE and I Have A Dream)

Friday, May 18, 2012

MAJESTY

Psalm 8
1 Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory in the heavens.
2 Through the praise of children and infants You have established a stronghold against your enemies,to silence the foe and the avenger.
3 When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
4 what is mankind that you are mindful of them, human beings that you care for them?

5 You have made them a little lower than the angels and crowned them with glory and honor.
6 You made them rulers over the works of your hands;
    you put everything under their feet:
7 all flocks and herds,
    and the animals of the wild,
8 the birds in the sky,
    and the fish in the sea,
    all that swim the paths of the seas.
9 Lord, our Lord,
    how majestic is your name in all the earth!
♫ Hakuna kama Wewe! [There is none like You!] ♫ =)
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I've always loved nature and science (the study of creation) since I was younger. The beauty of creation  has always pointed me to the beauty and reality of The Creator :-)

"...what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities--his eternal power and divine nature--have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse." (Romans 1:19-20)


Check this out if you have 15min to spare. So cool! God is an awesome artist! THE Original. THE Creator :)


Lol this was me in freshman year during a "study break". (I think that's the quarter I failed Chemistry Hahaha :/ )

"I will sing to the Lord all my life;
    I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.
May my meditation be pleasing to him,
    as I rejoice in the Lord." :-)
(Psalm 104: 33-34)

Monday, May 14, 2012

At the Ledge


My eyes can see as far as the horizon.
Strong wind beats against my face,
Penetrates into my head,
Mixes and flows randomly
With the confused thoughts inside.
I am at the ledge.

Wonderful view, beautiful scenery.
I have come this far, now what should I do?
“Forwards ever, backwards never!” the achiever’s motto.
Wise words of folly, where would they put me!
But what difference would there be, a step forward
Or a step back, the world will still be dark.

There’s pressure here,
Pressure there,
Pressure everywhere.

But once more I retreat,
Clinging onto the hope of some light
At the tunnel’s end, whenever that will be.
(Poem I wrote on 7/23/2008)



"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." (Isaiah 41:10) :-)



Tomorrow is a better day! God is by your side to stay. Keep on moving! Don't you dare give up! =)